Late at night
once again my thoughts go back to a grey place.
There, doubts walk around
as if they felt at home,
looking at me
with their akward crystal eyes.

For now, deep inside my heart,
I wonder where my path to happiness is heading.
If I am with the right person
- that is something I could not bet.

For now I feel lost and helpless.
Left behind in the ruins of the city,
a devastated place where life is nowhere to be found.

Life and love.
I need both for my survival.

Light and love.
I want both for my survival.

In my deepest night
no fear is close to me
and yet,
no joy sits by me.

Let you, angels from Heaven,
guide my soul to the truth.
For I am only God's humble servant
and I am certain
I deserve joy, peace and love.