In the centre of the world it is 2:10 AM.

I feel tired.

Both my mind and my soul say STOP and rest.

After two bad experiences today and lots of energy put into a new person i just want to sleep and take my time to relax and to forget... Forget about what brought me here, about my lack of expectations regarding this trip, forget about.......... myself?

I feel lost. I feel unprotected. I feel bad.

Even his love cannot bring me a smile.

If the solution is a return to my land before I had expected, I am wide open to it. After all, money is not important.

My happiness IS important. My light IS important. The love I can receive from God IS important. Peace in the world IS important. But how am I supposed to give you peace if I have not got it in my heart? How am I supposed to be somebody's guide if I feel unbalanced?

Go with flow, go with flow, go with the flow. Up to seven times I have written it down today. Up to seventy-seven times I do not go with the flow. Up to seven hundred and seventy-seven times will God be there to tell me to go with the flow.

And I shall trust God and I shall go with the flow and let love be my guide.

Peace be with you!